It is always silly to me when it happens. My feelings aren't crazy but often my reactions can be. Sometimes I just have to do something or something has to get done. And it can't be done whenever... it has to be done NOW! There is an urgency that is silly but somehow if I do whatever it is that "Has to be done" it helps me un-clench. Not completely cause let's face it: I'm a bit of a control freak... at least in my home. But for that moment the "Crisis Alert" has been evaded.
I feel silly when I have these days. As much as I get no one is perfect: I have a great life. I have been immensely blessed. I have a husband I love... well most of the time : D I have a home, a family who cares, a job I love, friends... I need (notice I don't say "want"... makes me go to Over the Hedge, "For these humans, Enough is never enough!") for nothing. I have a pretty awesome life. So should I flip out when shoes are in the living room when they aren't supposed to be or when there are dishes that need to be washed but no time to wash them... NO. Doesn't mean I don't freak out but it is good to know even in the freak out I still know I shouldn't be... or is that worse?
Which brings me to this weeks LOVES:
- The fall : if it didn't mean getting covered in bugs I would totally jump into a pile of leaves!
- The idea of baths... not always the reality
- A clean house
- Scratching things off of a To Do list
- Giving gifts
- When I get to have a blast with a client
- Fresh laundry that you didn't have to do!
- Clearing out my closet
(Can you tell I got in a cleaning fix this week? )
Live. Love. Loud.