Thursday, April 16, 2015

Confessing an Apology

I like neat tidy boxes.  I'm the chick that would put a label on everything.  Nice and clean.  No questions where it goes or how it fits.  I try and make life fit that way too.  In my head there is my personal life and my business.  They each have a perfect little box... OH if that box were a reality.

Today I have a confession to make.  In life and on this blog, I tend to try and keep things light, real for sure but definitely not heavy.  Today I have to be a bit on the heavy side.  I am a Christian.  I have never really said otherwise but I have never really been clear.  I have been thinking over this a lot recently and so I decided I should share.

(photo thanks to Board of Truth)

I never really came out before and stated either way because I thought: it is business.  For me that meant what I believe shouldn't affect you in our business so why should you know it.  The more I thought about it though I was keeping a large portion of who I am hidden from you and the whole point of this blog and my work is to let you see the real me and that includes God.  Also, my beliefs and relationship with God actively affects who I am and how I behave so how could that not affect my clients?  It was silly of me but OH to have those pretty little tidy boxes!

God is an active part of my life and to not tell you that is rather large truth to not be sharing.

Now please try and not put me in some weird camp of ______, you can fill that in with pretty much any stereo type you want.  If you have been reading my blog, have met me or had any other interaction with me: Who you saw and interacted with is me.  You just didn't know that that "Me" also included my relationship with God.

I want to make one thing very clear: I'm not a hater of anyone.

A huge part of what has made me who I am today is my relationship with God.  Much like my relationship with my husband or life experience changes you... only different.  LOL  Vague right?  Well I'd like to say "a girl's got to have her mystery" only it isn't that I'm not sure how to word the difference.  So simply put: communication deficiency limits my ability.

So today I am wanted to be clear, completely honest and take a moment an apologize for being untruthful with you in the past.  Though it may not have been a stated lie it was definitely a lie of omission and for that I am greatly sorry.

If you have taken the time to ready this apology then thank you!  If you have any questions I'd love to answer them. If you'd simply like to talk that's awesome too.  If you want to grab a coffee and you won't judge the STUPIDLY large amount of sugar I will put in mine ever more grand!

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